184- Pembenci??

Selama ni tak sangka pulak ada orang yang benci amy sepenuh hati. Haha.. *ayat tak leh bla. Baru tau pasal benda tu lepas ada orang bukak story ni kat group kelas. Kelas mana tok sah tanya la ye. Haish, siap ada yang tanya lagi tu apa amy rasa bila dapat tau orang yang pernah rapat dengan kita rupa-rupanya benci gila-gila kat kita. Jadi, jawapan amy simple je. TAK RASA PAPE!! Kenapa? Sebab manusia ni dikurniakan perasaan. Banyak perasaan. Dan benci tu salah satu daripadanya. Tak salah kot nak benci orang selagi perasaan tu tak kawal diri dan hidup kita. Kalau ye pun benci, tak yah la nak kutuk belakang-belakang, cari geng nak benci amy ramai-ramai and buat cerita yang tak masuk akal langsung. Mungkin la ada orang percaya kan 'cerita betul' anda tu tapi kawan-kawan takkan percaya. Diorang kenal amy. And kalau ye pun ada orang yang dengar cerita tu, diorang pun tak percaya sangat sebab diorang sepatutnya kenal sangat dengan pembuat cerita tu. Amy seriously tak rugi apa-apa. So kepada manusia yang berkenaan, selagi kau tak huru hara kan hidup aku, selagi tu kau bebas nak kemana sahaja. Tetapi kalau kau dah start nak tunggang terbalik kan hidup aku yang dah aman tenteram ni, kau takkan terlepas dari hukuman yang Maha Esa. Aku masih boleh berfikir secara logik untuk tidak menganggu hidup kau sebab aku ada kawan-kawan yang terbaik tetapi kau?? Aku tak nak panjangkan lagi cerita la. So, mind your own business. Aku tau apa yang aku buat ni betul atau salah. Thank you. And satu lagi, kalau nak buat cerita baru, boleh tak buat yang masuk akal sikit. Yang previous ni punya macam tak logik la. HAHAHAHA....

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I do remember that moment. :)

*Tumblring. haha...

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Ayah pernah cakap:

"Bila kita tengah fokus buat something, then tiba-tiba ada someone ni appear kat fikiran kita, makna nya berkemungkinan besar orang tu fikir pasal kita gak."

Owh, really?? Than that person yang sentiasa datang kat fikiran amy time jawab exam sepatutnya stop buat macam tu sebab ianya sangat sangat menganggu mood amy nak jawab soalan soalan yang serba serbi susah. Amy tengah elok elok je memerah otak dengan penuh perasaan, tiba-tiba keluar nama dia kat minda. Dah la nama tu tak memberi inspirasi langsung nak jawab soalan. Hahaha.. Kadang kadang terkeluar gak kat mulut cakap "@#$%&, stop thinking bout me! I'm trying to answer this questions." Hahah... Nasib baik tak cakap kuat sangat. Kalau tak habis la kene marah ngan cikgu. Hahaha...

181 - suasana kampung.

          Currently kat rumah wan (nenek). Dua hari duduk sini. Lari kejap dari kesibukan bandar. Kat ruang tamu rumah wan ni dah macam starbuck je. Why? Sebab semalam yang tak berapa nak muda duduk satu tempat minum kopi then tengok tv. Yang sememangnya muda ni on laptop, pasang earphone then online. Online guna internet uncle lak tu. WiFi tak salah amy. Haha... Kat area sini tak de lagi Unifi. Ada pun tahun depan. Bila ada je uncle cakap nanti uncle terus pasang. So imagine, tak lama lagi makin banyak la laptop yang on 24 hours kat rumah ni. Hahaha..

          Kalau dulu balik rumah wan, jumpa wan jumpa atok then pergi letak beg dalam bilik. Lepas tu pergi keluar main2 dengan jiran tak kira la umur berapa & tak kira pukul berapa. Yang gadis2 macam amy ni naik atas, buat kerja rumah, baca buku. Bila time masak, turun la dapur, masak. Yang ibu2, duduk satu meja, berbual sesama sendiri sambil keluar kan kertas2 kerja yang perlu di settle kan. Para ayah lak tengok tv je. Yang jejaka (ada sorang je jejaka dalam family ni), tengok tv join ayah2 la. Best nya time dulu. Terasa nikmat dikampung. Sejak masing2 dah membesar, kesibukan bertimbun, berkomunikasi pun dah kurang. Duduk sebelah2 pun bukan nya cakap tapi chatting. hahaah...

          Kat kampung sekarang dah maju. Orang kampung pun rumah batu. TV LCD. Ada 2 astro (rumah amy tak de astro). Siap Xbox. Siap home theater. Peti ais ada 2. Masuk dalam rumah, suasana macam rumah dalam majalah Anjung tu. Penghuni dia punya phone blacberry & iPhone. Tempat shopping KLCC je. Baju mahal2. Haiya... hahaha.....

          Kampung sekarang dah lain. Dah tak de dah suasana orang naik motor pergi surau, naik basikal pergi kedai, budak2 main kejar2 kat jalan, ayah2 duduk kat kedai kopi borak2.  haha... Ada lagi ke suasana macam tu lagi kat negara ni? kalau ada teringin sangat amy nak pergi. haha... kampung amy tak macam ni. Tak de la 100&ly kampung.

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WAKAKAKAKAKA....... Megat datang sekolah kejap je pun dah ada orang tu jealous. Nanti Megat terus stay sini ntah apa la agak nya jadi. HAHAHAHA..... Tetiba suka lak tengok orang ni jealous2. Dia rasa dia patut protect kitorang.. Hehe... papepun sebab ny, still tak logik nak jealous dengan budak yang kejap ada kejap tak de nih. HAHAHA.....

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Amboi, hahaha... Sweet je 4wib akhir2 ni. So tak de la dull sangat kat kelas. Sentiasa ada keceriaan yang hadir. Wakakaka... ayat skema. Tadi ada seorang hamba Allah ni datang kelas. Masuk2 je kene sergah dengan Ammar. Haha.. Ketua kelas yang berwibawa tanya hamba Allah tu bila nak balik sini. Haha.. Pastu apa lagi, berkepit la diorang dua tu dari time kelas Eng sampai balik. Haha.. Abai kan je. *terkenal jugak mamat tuh. Tadi jumpa cikgu Norliza Abd Karim just nak bgtau megat ada dalam kelas, tetiba banyak la pulak cikgu yang meng'interview' kitorang ( me, Thivviya & Sheila ) tanya pasal megat. Soalan biasa nya, "Megat dah balik sini ke? Dah lulus pemohonan dia? Asal tak de yang bagitau? Dia kelas mana sekarang?" Hahaha...

Okay3, stop megat. Sekarang nak cerita pasal exam bulan 8 yang lagi 1 minggu 3 hari je lagi. Seriously, topic2 yang keluar macam susah je. Dah la banyak tak fokus dalam kelas. Turun gred baru tau kan. haish..
Topic2 yang bakal diuji dalam exam bulan 8 ni:

• Chemistry ----------> Chapter 6 sahaja. 
• Mathematics ----------> Chapter 1 hingga 8
• Bahasa Melayu ----------> Tatabahasa sahaja.
• Physics ----------> Chapter 2: 3 or 4 topic yang last2 and 1 topic dalam chapter 5
• Biology ----------> Chapter Meiosis and Mitosis tu je.
• Additional Mathematics ----------> Chapter 6,7,8 sahaja. 

Yang lain tak ingat or malas nak tanya teacher. hehe.. 

178- bulan puasa.

Alhamdulillah, syukur nikmat. Dah habis puasa hari yang kedua. Haha.. Assalamualaikum rakan2. Macam mana puasa korang? Mesti gempak kan. haha...

Ni nak tanya sikit. Parents korang ada tak marah2 korang just sebab korang duduk depan laptop 24 hours then diorang cakap "Macam la internet tu boleh bagi korang kenyang." Hehe.. my parents dah selalu sangat cakap macam ni. So tadi tanpa disedari, *saya puasa okay!!! amy yang time tu tengah kelaparan gila2 bukak la laptop nih nak tengok facebook then nak siap kan header blog bp. Punya la best borak2 & edit2 boleh lak terlupa pasal kelaparan. So bila dah off laptop, abang tanya "Dah kenyang makan battery laptop lama2?" amy reply "Seriously, tak rasa macam lapar pun."
So conclusion nya, kalau korang leka buat something then tak pikir pasal lapar, mesti korang takkan perasan yang korang tengah lapar especially time bulan puasa nih. hahahha.....

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syasyi, my sis, tengah hafal dialog drama bahasa arab dia kat sebelah ni.. Dah tak dengar macam cakap arab je..  Macam cakap perancis pun ada. Apa jenis sebutan la dia nih.. Dari tadi "zataliaum". Jangan tanya maksud nya okay.. hehe...

177 - motor.

Assalamualaikum. Ada orang tak yang menjawab nya? haha.. jkjk.
Ni kan nak story mory pasal orang yang suka bawak motor laju2. Haha.. Kalau anda pelajar SMKSI form 4, mesti anda tau. Siapa lagi kalau bukan classmate amel tu. Yayaya... Amel tau amel pernah rapat ngan dia. Tapi last2 hancur gak. Ah, tak suka la ngan orang yang macam tu. Dah salah tak nak ngaku tapi salah orang panjang lak dia cerita. Hahaha...

Seriously, mak amel cakap kalau nak cari kawan laki yang baik, hindarkan lah diri dari cari kawan laki yang suka bawak motor. Tak kira la dia bawak macam pelesit or macam kura-kura. Ntah kenapa mak amel dari dulu didik amel untuk tidak tertarik *wah ayat pada manusia yang membawa motor. Motor berkemungkinan besar menjadi tempat untuk anda masuk ke hospital dengan lebih kerap. hahaha...

176- header lagi.

Penat2 buat header. Colour cantik2. Punya la teliti. Last2 pergi tekan DON'T SAVE. Haiya, sakit hati.. Kene buat balik la ni..

175 - header blog bp.

hahaha... juling biji mata amel buat header blog bp myScience sekolah ni. Dah ada 2 setakat ni. On the way nak buat yang ketiga. 1st and second punya senang je. main letak2 ikut kehendak dia. Yang ketiga ni kene teliti gila2. Susah jugak. Hopefully ada la antara yang amel buat ni cikgu pilih. Kalau tak membazir masa je.. haha.. Penat2. Kerja rumah tak siap lagi. sibuk menghadap laptop ni sejak pagi. Amel buat header guna paint je. Tak reti la nak guna photoshop or whatever it is.

174- 1st puasa.

Ramadan is the ninth month of the Muslim calendar. It is during this month that Muslims observe the Fast of Ramadan. Dates for Ramadan 2008 (or 1429) are 01 – 30 September.

Coinciding with Ramadan, we produce a booklet for the Christian world called, “30-Days Muslim Prayer Guide” (which can be ordered here ).

The first evening of Ramadan
In many places around the world Muslims will be looking to the heavens this evening. They will be interested in knowing if they will be able to see the crescent moon. If it is visible this will be the signal for the beginning of the month of Ramadan. (In most countries religious authorities will make a proclamation concerning the beginning of Ramadan). No fasting will take place till tomorrow morning. Muslims will rise early to eat their breakfast before the day begins. Afterwards they will not have anything else to eat or drink till nightfall. This will be their daily experience during the next 30 days.

Fasting – Ramazan
Fasting is one of the Five Pillars of the religion of Islam and one of the highest forms of Islamic worship. Abstinence from earthly pleasures and curbing evil intentions and desires is regarded as an act of obedience and submission to God as well as an atonement for sins, errors, and mistakes. Called Ramadan (or Ramazan), Muslims fast during this holy month from the moment when it first starts to get light until sunset. Muslims fast as an act of faith and worship towards Allah, seeking to suppress their desires and increase their spiritual piety. Fasting together as a worldwide community – Ummah – affirms the brotherhood and equality of man before Allah.

Islamic Calendar
The Islamic calendar is based on the lunar cycle. The month of Ramadan is the ninth month and begins with a combination of the sighting of the new moon and astronomical calculations. The exact time of Ramadan sometimes varies from place to place as some rely heavily on the moon sightings while others depend on science. An Imam (Muslim holy man) will declare the exact time of Ramadan just prior to its commencement. The fasting period ends upon the sighting of the next new moon, which occurs after 29 or 30 days.
The lunar cycle changes each year. For example, this year Ramadan will be 01-30 September, but last year the dates for Ramadan were 13 September thru 12 October. (See our Islamic Calendar article for details .)
The Meaning of Ramadan
The name Ramadan is derived from the Arabic word ramida or ar-ramad, denoting intense scorching heat and dryness, especially the ground. From the same word there is ramdaa, meaning ’sunbaked sand’ and the famous proverb Kal Mustajeer minar ramadaa binnar – to jump out of the frying pan into the fire. Some say it is so called because Ramadan scorches out the sins with good deeds, as the sun burns the ground.

The Special Feeling of Ramadan
Ramadan brings out a special feeling of emotional excitement and religious zeal among Muslims of all ages. Though fasting is mandatory only for adults, children as young as eight willingly observe fasting with their elders. Children look forward to the excitement of sighting the moon and eating special meals with their families. Adults appreciate the opportunity to double their rewards from God and seek forgiveness for past sins. As Ramadan emphasizes Muslim brotherhood and community all feel a particular closeness.
Muslims have to change their whole physical and emotional selves during this 30 long days of fasting. A typical day of fasting begins with getting up early, around 4:30a.m. and sharing a meal called Sahur together before the fast begins at dawn, about 5:10a.m. As dawn breaks, the first of five daily prayers, Fajr, is offered.
As the day proceeds, fasting Muslims are constantly bombarded with messages from their stomachs that it is time for breakfast, snack, lunch, and so on. And each time, Muslims remind themselves that they are fasting for the sole purpose of pleasing Allah and seeking his mercy. They offer the second and third prayers during early and late afternoon, respectively.
Fasting helps one to experience how a hungry person feels and what it is like to have an empty stomach. It teaches one to share the sufferings of the less fortunate. Muslims believe that fasting leads one to appreciate the bounties of Allah, which are usually taken for granted – until they are missed!
Throughout the day Muslims are encouraged to go out of their way to help the needy, both financially and emotionally. Some believe that a reward earned during this month is multiplied 70 times and more. For this reason, Ramadan is also known as the month of charity and generosity.
To a Muslim, fasting not only means abstaining from food, but also refraining from all vice and evils committed consciously or unconsciously. It is believed that if one volunteers to refrain from lawful foods and sex, they will be in a better position to avoid unlawful things and acts during the rest of the year.

Breaking The Daily Fast During Ramadan
The fast is broken at sunset. The Prophet Muhammad recommended breaking the fast with dates. Muslims are urged to invite others to break the fast with them. These gatherings are called Iftar parties.
Just after breaking the fast, and before dinner, Muslims offer the fourth of the five daily prayers, which is called the Maghrib prayer. After dinner, Muslims go to their houses of worship, called Mosques, to offer the Isha prayer, which is the last of the five daily prayers. The day ends with a special voluntary prayer, the Taraweeh, offered by the congregation reciting the Qur’an, the holy book of Islam.

The Last 10 Days of Ramadan
The last ten days of Ramadan are considered highly blessed, especially the 27th night which is also called the ‘Night of Power’, or the ‘Night of Destiny’. It is believed that on this night the prophet Muhammad received the first revelation of the Qur’an. For many Muslims, this period is marked by a heightened spiritual intensity and they may spend these nights praying and reciting the Qur’an.
After 30 days of fasting, the end of the month of Ramadan is observed with a day of celebration, called Eid-ul-Fitr. On this day, Muslims gather in one place to offer a prayer of thanks. It is traditional to wear new clothes, visit friends and relatives, exchange gifts, eat delicious dishes prepared for this occasion, and wait patiently for the next year.

What the Bible Says About Fasting
In the Bible, we do not find any one method of fasting required of us, but the Lord Jesus did say however, “when you fast…” (Matthew 6:16), seeming to assume that His followers would imitate His own example. We fast as an outward symbol of our devotion to God, being willing to deny ourselves food for His sake. Fasting adds intensity to our prayer, and often leads to breakthroughs. We do not fast to convince or persuade Him, but rather to identify with His broken heart and with His desire for all mankind to know Him. “Is this not the fast that I have chosen: to loose the bonds of wickedness, to undo the heavy burdens, to let the oppressed go free and that you break every yoke. Is it not to share your bread with the hungry, and that you bring to your house the poor who are cast out.” (Isaiah 58:6 &7)



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